The Reason We Need So Much Pisces Energy Right Now
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Hey everyone, this is Adam L. Emboss from Nightlight Astrology. Today we're going to talk about Pisces. We're going to take a deep dive into the evolutionary signatures of the sign of Pisces. What it means when we're going through a Pisces season, not just in terms of what happens, but why it happens. This is something that astrologers have been talking about for a very long time, but has been illuminated, I think, by several schools of astrology recently. Jeffrey Wolf Green, Stephen Forrest, the evolutionary schools of astrology.
大家好，我是来自夜光占星的亚当·L·恩博斯。今天我们要聊聊双鱼座。我们将深入探讨双鱼座的进化特征，不仅探讨在双鱼座时期会发生什么，还会探讨为什么会发生这些现象。这个话题是占星师们长期以来讨论的内容，但我认为近期有几个占星学派对此进行了进一步的阐明，比如杰弗里·沃尔夫·格林、斯蒂芬·福里斯特以及其他进化占星学派。
I think I've done a really nice job talking about why does a soul need a certain kind of karmic experience? Why does a soul need to experience things, for example, that are coming through the filter of Pisces? We've done this recently with our clips in Virgo, with our clips in Aquarius, with the Saturn Neptune conjunction in the Aries. I sort of tried to plumb the depths of the evolutionary perspective on these signs and give us some deeper sense of the reason behind it. I'm doing a lot of that work lately. It feels like maybe it's Saturn Neptune in the air, but I've been enjoying it. I hope that you will too.
我认为自己在解释为什么灵魂需要某种业力体验这方面做得很好。为什么灵魂需要体验通过双鱼座过滤的事情？最近，我们在分析处女座、水瓶座的情况，以及白羊座中的土星和海王星相合时也涉及了这些内容。我尝试从演化的角度深入探讨这些星座，并为我们提供更深层次的理解。这段时间我一直在做这方面的工作，可能是因为土星和海王星在空中影响，我对此很享受。希望你也会喜欢。
One of the reasons this comes to my mind right now that this is so important is I was sitting here going like, God, if it didn't feel like we were just about done with Pisces. We've had Saturn in Pisces for two and a half years. Neptune there for God, 14 years. Now as soon as it feels like these two major slow moving planets are exiting the sign, nope, you get a Mercury retrograde in that sign. You get to stay there for a long time, debilitated north node still moving through that sign. Hey, Mars is going to enter that sign right now. Is the host of the Saturn Neptune dynamic? Something in me said, you know what? It might be a good time while we still have, I guess, one almost like, what do they call it? An encore.
这让我现在想到这个事情的重要性，其中一个原因是，我坐在这里想着上帝，我们是不是快要结束双鱼座的影响了。土星在双鱼座已经待了两年半，海王星在那里则待了足足14年。现在就当感觉这两个缓慢移动的重要行星要离开这个星座时，结果，双鱼座迎来了水星逆行，让你不得不在这个状态中多待一阵，加上北交点还在那个星座中运行。而且，火星现在也要进入这个星座，成为土星与海王星动态的主导者。心里有个声音告诉我，你知道吗？或许该趁这个，还算是......该怎么形容呢？就像是安可加演的时候，好好把握住机会。
Pisces went the band went off stage and we're all like, no, please come back. We need more Pisces experience. Let's pause and ask ours. This serves a couple of purposes. One, it can help us with Mars. It can help us with the ongoing Mercury retrograde. It's kind of final phases. It can help us with the final moments of the north node there. It can also help us reflect on Saturn and Neptune having left and been there for a long time. So it feels like a good time to reflect on the deeper meaning of Pisces. Why do we have these kinds of experiences? What are they doing for the soul?
双鱼座（Pisces）演出时乐队退场了，我们都很失望，大喊着“不要，请回来。我们需要更多双鱼座的体验。” 让我们暂停一下，自问一番。这样做有几个作用：首先，它可以帮助我们处理火星（Mars）的影响，也可以帮助我们应对水星逆行（Mercury retrograde）的后期阶段。它还可以帮助我们反思北交点（north node）的最后时刻。最后，它能让我们思考土星（Saturn）和海王星（Neptune）曾驻留很久所带来的影响。现在似乎是反思双鱼座深层意义的好时机。为什么我们会有这样的体验？这些对灵魂有什么意义呢？
And I'm going to draw on as I have been the work of Jeffrey Wolf Green, Stephen Forest. You might be asking yourself the question, like, why is Adam suddenly like throw back to his evolutionary astrology roots? There's actually a reason for it. As you guys know, I'm just finishing a book that I wrote called The Oracle Speaks. And I was so fortunate when I reached out to some astrologer's colleagues to ask if they might read the book and offer a blurb for it. Stephen Forest, who I reached out to, very generously offered to write a forward for my book.
我将参考Jeffrey Wolf Green和Stephen Forest的作品，正如我一直以来所做的。你可能会问自己，为什么亚当突然回到他的进化占星学根源？其实，这是有原因的。正如你们所知道的，我正在完成一本叫《神谕之声》的书。当我联系一些占星学同事，询问他们是否愿意阅读我的书并为其写一段推荐语时，我非常幸运。Stephen Forest不仅答应了，还非常慷慨地为我的书写了序言。
And so he wrote a beautiful, very honoring forward for my new book. I was so, it was just so beautiful. And it meant so much to me because although we're of different schools of astrology, he, just the way he practices his craft as a storyteller, the depth and spiritual focus he brings to astrology, have always been one of the, you know, one of like an elder, something like that, like a role model, someone that I really look up to as an astrologer. And so of course, it has had me reflecting on my evolutionary roots and respending time with some of his books, some of Jeffrey Wolfgreens' work.
于是，他为我的新书写了一篇既优美又充满敬意的前言。我感到非常感动，因为虽然我们属于不同的占星学派，但他讲述故事的方式，以及他对占星学所带来的深度和精神专注，一直以来都让我视他如长者、如榜样，是我非常敬仰的一位占星家。因此，这也让我反思自己的成长历程，并重新阅读他的一些书籍，以及杰弗里·沃尔夫格林的一些作品。
Another friend of my name, Ari Mochow Wolf, has been reading my book as well when we've been kind of conversing. So I've just been in a bit of an evolutionary headspace thinking about these things. Anyway, just a little background in case people are wondering like, why are we, the other thing I will say very honestly is that all of these evolutionary perspectives on the signs are in a way they're not out of line with the history of astrology and the meanings of the signs. In fact, I think there are very faithful representation of them.
我的另一个朋友，Ari Mochow Wolf，也在阅读我的书，我们经常交流。所以我最近一直在思考这些进化方面的事情。就当作一个小背景介绍吧，以防有人好奇我们为什么这么做。另外，我很诚实地说，这些关于星座的进化视角其实并没有偏离占星学的历史和星座的意义。实际上，我认为这些视角非常真实地表现了它们。
I may not use the North and South node techniques or the Pluto and Pluto polarity point techniques of evolutionary astrology. But I don't think that they're missing when it comes to their school, the school's ability to talk about the signs on a level of evolutionary significance that I still deeply resonate with, even though I'm a Hellenistic astrologer. Anyway, all that being said before we get into it today, remember to like and subscribe. Those are long intro. And you can find transcripts of any of these daily talks on the website, knightastrology.com.
我可能不会使用北交点和南交点技术，或者冥王星和冥王星极点技术这些进化占星学的方法。但我并不认为他们的学派在讨论星座的进化意义时存在缺失，即便我是一名希腊占星学家，我仍然对此深有共鸣。无论如何，在我们开始今天的话题之前，请记得点赞和订阅。前面的介绍有点长。您也可以在我们的网站knightastrology.com上找到任何这些日常谈话的文字记录。
A couple of brief promotions for the day. Just want to make you aware of some things that are happening here. So head to the events page and you're going to go to the immersive retreat. Thankfully, everything is intact for our Mexico retreat after some drama that was taking place in Mexico. We kind of had our eye monitoring the situation and have been in contact with the retreat center and their staff and they've been just lovely and telling us what's been happening on the ground. But everything's safe and stable there as of the time I'm making this again after some unrest. So we're going to continue with our retreat. You know, it's interesting because not to overly romanticize it, but in the ancient world, a pilgrimage to go see an oracle could be a very treacherous long-term journey. Something about the events that happened recently made me realize that just having a little something at stake in making a journey like this to study the art of divination and to essentially go on a retreat that's about connecting with an oracle.
今天有几个简短的推广活动。只是想让你了解这里发生的一些事情。所以请前往活动页面，参加沉浸式静修活动。幸运的是，在墨西哥发生了一些小波折之后，我们的墨西哥静修活动一切正常。我们一直在关注情况，并与静修中心及其工作人员保持联系，他们一直很好地向我们通报当地的情况。截至我写下这些文字时，那里的情况已经恢复安全和稳定。因此，我们将继续我们的静修活动。这很有意思，因为虽然不想过度浪漫化这个过程，但在古代，去拜访神谕的朝圣之旅可能是一次非常危险的长途旅行。最近发生的事情让我意识到，为了参加这样的旅程，去学习占卜艺术并与神谕交流，只要有一点风险就足够让这次旅行变得特别。
It suddenly took on a lot deeper meaning for me. You know, obviously we'll keep our eye on things that are being changed and we'll keep that in mind too. But just so you know, the retreat's open, we still have some spots available, it's taking place in June, so check that out. And then let's see, go to our daily meditation group. If you want to come meditate with us every morning, it's free. 9.30 a.m. Central, money through Saturdays, 11.30 a.m. Central on Sundays, free meditation guys. It's a great way to start your day and a way to marry your study of astrology to a spiritual practice. The other thing is we have, where am I? Life talks. So the last thing I need to promote are the talk coming up on March 12th is on the first house. That's going to be a deep exploration of the topic of Dharma.
对我来说，这件事情突然有了更深的意义。显然，我们会继续关注一些正在改变的事物，并将这些变化考虑在内。顺便提一下，静修活动仍然开放，还有一些空位，活动将在六月举行，所以可以查看一下。此外，每天的冥想小组也欢迎参与。每天早上9点30分中央时间，我们免费提供冥想，周一到周六，周日是11点30分中央时间。这是开始一天的好方法，也是将学习占星术和灵修结合的一种方式。
另外，我们还有生活讲座。我最后需要推广的活动是3月12日即将举行的一场关于第一宫的讲座。那将是对达摩（Dharma）主题的深入探讨。
What that means and why the first house is anything but just like a superficial persona. So if you can't attend that talk live, then you get the recording. Oh, and you know what I almost forgot, I'm sorry, today's a long intro. The other thing to remember is that if you're in Minneapolis, we have an event happening this Friday night, a time to connect and heal and share and meditate in Minneapolis here at the New City Center, a great fine collective, 6 to 8.30 p.m. Friday night. Come out and join us. It's free. Just RSVP and let us know you're coming. Hope to see you guys there and have a nice meditation and sharing session. Yeah, I think we need a little time like this if you're local here around the Twin Cities has been a lot this winter.
这意味着什么，以及为什么第一宫绝不仅仅是一个表面的自我形象。如果你无法现场直播参加那个讲座，你可以获得录音。哦，我几乎忘了，对不起，今天的介绍有点长。还有一件事要记住，如果你在明尼阿波利斯，本周五晚上我们有一个活动。这是一个在明尼阿波利斯的新城市中心举行的活动，时间是周五晚上6点到8点30分。这是一个连接、疗愈、分享和冥想的时刻。欢迎加入我们，活动免费。只需提前回复告诉我们你会来。希望能见到大家，并享受一次愉快的冥想和分享时光。我觉得这段时间对本地的双城地区来说确实很需要。
So anyway, okay, that's it. All right, now let's turn our attention to the real time clock and sort out this Piscian Marsh. It's like a super, super puddle. So the reason, again, that I'm bringing this to our attention is in case you thought Pisci's life in the realm of Pisci's was over, you are sorely mistaken. We have Mars just entering Pisci's, North node is in Pisci's, Sun is in Pisci's, Mercury Retrograde taking place in Pisci's, Venus is culminating in her exaltation in Pisci's. Now this is coming on the heels of a lunar eclipse in Virgo yesterday and Pisci's is also the polarity point. The ruler of the eclipse is the Mercury Retrograde in Pisci's. So even though Saturn and Neptune got out, it feels like, oh, wow, that house has had a lot of attention for a long time. The band has come back on stage one last jam session.
所以，总之，好吧，就这样。现在让我们关注实时钟，并解决这个双鱼座沼泽。它就像一个超级大水坑。我要再次指出这一点，是因为如果你以为双鱼座的生活已经结束，那你就大错特错了。火星刚进入双鱼座，北交点在双鱼座，太阳在双鱼座，水星逆行也在双鱼座，金星在双鱼座达到她的高潮。现在，这一切紧随昨天处女座月食之后，而双鱼座也是极性点。月食的主宰是双鱼座内的水星逆行。所以即使土星和海王星已经离开，让人觉得，哇，这个领域已经受到了很长时间的关注，现在乐队回到了舞台上，再来最后一场即兴表演。
So again, the very basic purpose of today's talk is to explore some of the deeper evolutionary meanings of the sign of Pisci's. What we mean by that very simply is what does this sign tell us about not just what happens but why it happens for the soul, for its evolutionary journey across many lifetimes. Now you kind of have to believe in that kind of stuff to really resonate with the evolutionary perspective. An evolutionary perspective is not new. It's been around for thousands of years. The belief that the soul is transmigrating in an evolutionary enlightenment kind of journey. Yeah, that's a part of astrology always has been. I don't think there's anything in this talk, even though a lot of it is drawn from the work of Jeffrey Wolf Green, Stephen Forest, and those schools that deviates very much at all from the meaning of the sign of Pisci's, from the dawn of Hellenistic astrology even.
那么，今天演讲的基本目的是探讨双鱼座深层次的进化意义。简单来说，这个星座告诉我们不仅是事情如何发生，还有为什么会发生，特别是对于灵魂在多次生命中的进化旅程的影响。当然，你得相信这样的事情才能真正与进化的观点产生共鸣。进化的观点并不新鲜，已经流传了几千年了，人们相信灵魂在一种启蒙的进化旅程中不断转世。这一直是占星术的一部分。尽管我们今天的讨论大量借鉴了 Jeffrey Wolf Green、Stephen Forrest 和他们的学派的研究，但从古希腊占星术开始，这些讨论并没有偏离双鱼座的意义。
That does not necessarily mean the techniques are the same. Again, as I was saying earlier, the modern school of evolutionary astrology has specific uses of the nodes of the moon that aren't identical to Hellenistic. Use of Pluto and Pluto polarity point, not identical. But this content today is, I think, universal. I don't have any issues with these takes on the sign of Pisci's, which I first learned as an evolutionary astrologer and only confirmed and understood more deeply when I started studying ancient dignities and why Venus was exalted here, why Jupiter's Feminine rulership was here, and so on. So anyway, let's get into it. What we're really talking about is why do we need these kinds of experiences? What was Saturn and Neptune and Pisci's really about?
这并不一定意味着这些技术是相同的。就像我之前所说的，现代的进化占星学对月亮节点的具体运用与古希腊的占星学不同。对冥王星和冥王星极性点的使用也不相同。但我认为，今天讨论的内容是普遍适用的。我对这些关于双鱼座的看法没有任何异议，这些观点是我作为进化占星师时最先学到的，后来在研究古代星宿及理解为什么金星在这里被升华、为什么木星的阴性掌管在这里时，得到了确认并加深了理解。那么，让我们进入主题。我们真正要讨论的是，为什么我们需要这样的体验？土星、海王星和双鱼座到底意味着什么？
Think about the whole sign house in your birth chart if you need to connect this to a more practical sphere of your life. But as we now are faced with at least another month plus of Pisci's experience before the node change sign, we have the north node and Pisci's all the way to August. So what is this about? Well, from the evolutionary perspective, there are a number of things that I have on my list to talk about today. First of all, remember, when we talked about Virgo, we talked about Virgo sort of becoming an adult, like the initiation of moving from youth into adulthood and being like, I need to be a responsible member of a society. Oh, I didn't knew I was going to do it, but I didn't. But you have to be a responsible member of the S word and you have to show up with skills and abilities.
如果你想将这个概念应用到生活中更实际的层面，可以考虑你出生星图中整个星座的宫位。目前，我们还要面对至少一个多月的双鱼座体验，直到节点换星座。北交点和双鱼座一直延续到八月。那么，这是什么意思呢？从进化的角度来看，我今天有几个要点要讲。首先，记得当我们谈到处女座时，我们提到处女座就像是从青年到成年的过渡——需要成为一个社会中负责任的成员。虽然可能不确定自己会怎么做，但确实需要具备各种技能和能力来承担起责任。
And measure yourself, you're worth in some ways in terms of how responsible contributor you are to the world and so forth. So we talked about Virgo at length. The opposite side of that, the very last sign of the zodiac, is very much about the dissolution of the identity that you forged in the world. We're talking about a sign at the end of a cycle, another ending cycle, by the way. So don't think when we talk about Pisces, I don't want people to mistake what I'm saying for there being some kind of literal linear progression through the signs. Pisces is more enlightened than Aries because it's the last sign. It is a recurring, never-ending, eternal cycle like Yin and Yang in the circle, okay?
请翻译成中文：
“在某种程度上，你可以通过自己对世界的责任贡献来衡量自己的价值。我们之前详细讨论了处女座。与之相对的，则是黄道最后一个星座，它主要涉及到你在世界中所塑造的身份的消解。这里谈到的是一个周期的结束，也是另一个结束的周期。所以，当我们谈论双鱼座时，希望大家不要误解为这是一种星座的线性进化。双鱼座并不是因为是最后一个星座就比白羊座更有启示性。这个是一个不断循环、永无止境的循环，就像圆中的阴阳一样。”
But from the standpoint of a kind of developmental story through the zodiac that we tell as a metaphor, we're at the point of the dissolution of the whole cycle and the restarting of a new cycle. So that's a signature in Pisces that often relates to the surrender of identity, the surrender of worldly conditions that we've become identified with, the surrender of a sense of anything in this world being final. And instead, there's a deep awareness in the sign of Pisces that everything is impermanent. Everything is in flux and there is this higher purpose to life which is God realization, enlightenment, spiritual evolution, whatever you want to call it.
从象征黄道十二宫的发展的角度来看，我们现在正处于一个循环结束并开始新循环的阶段。这就是双鱼座的特征，常常意味着放弃自我身份，放弃我们在世间认同的世俗条件，放弃对任何事物终结的认知。在双鱼座中，我们更深刻地意识到一切都是无常的，时刻在变化之中。人生中有一种更高的目的，那就是与神合一、开悟、精神进化，或者你愿意称之为什么都可以。
I was giving a talk on the eclipse and why eclipse is exist and I said, Franchant philosophers, everything was happening under this broad umbrella of the soul evolving. Everything like me taking Hilda on a walk is a local experience that's happening in time space in a particular body in a particular lifetime. It has its own relative truth and subjective core and its reasons for existing in a matrix of related events that are here in local but they're all kind of camped under this bigger umbrella of spiritual evolution. Now that's a very clear idea in ancient philosophy.
我在讲座中谈到了日食以及它为何存在。我说，在法国哲学家的观点中，一切都发生在灵魂进化的广义框架之下。比如我带希尔达散步，这是一个在特定时间和地点里、特定生命中的本地化体验。它有其自身的相对真相和主观核心，并在一个相关事件的网络中存在着理由。这些事情虽然在本地发生，但都归属在灵性进化这个更大的框架之下。在古代哲学中，这是一个非常明确的概念。
But if you think about that ultimate banner of spiritual evolution, in many ways the sign of Pisces can represent that in terms of the zodiac, we're talking about a Jupiter-ruled sign. Jupiter was the planet of purpose and meaning. What is the meaning of life? It's God realization from this standpoint. It's enlightenment. It's the process of the soul liberating itself from falsehoods or illusions. So this sign has to do with the identification of my will with thine, right? Not my will but thine. But there's a paradoxical way in which that can be very empowering.
如果你考虑到精神进化的最终标志，在很多方面，双鱼座可以在星座中代表这个概念。我们在讨论一个由木星主宰的星座，木星是目标和意义的行星。生命的意义是什么？从这个角度来看，是对神的领悟，是启蒙，是灵魂从谎言或幻觉中解放出来的过程。因此，这个星座关系到将“我的意志”与“你的意志”相结合对吧？不是我的意志，而是你的意志。然而，这种结合反而能以一种矛盾的方式赋予人力量。
We learn to flow with the Tao in this sign because we align our will with something bigger. We align our ego with something bigger. So it's not killing the ego in this sign. Some people think about death of the ego but it's merging with surrendering with becoming more deeply identified with on the level of will and identity, the transcendent. And that is a kind of like a depersonalization. It's not annihilating who you are as an individual but it's expanding who you are to something beyond separate self. And this is kind of a culminating space from the evolutionary perspective.
在这个符号中，我们学习顺应道，因为我们将自己的意志与更宏大的事物对齐。我们将自我与更宏大的事物对齐。因此，在这个符号中，并不是要消灭自我。有些人会想到自我的死亡，但实际上是与更高的意志和身份层面交融、放下并更深刻地认同于超越自我的存在。这有点像去个性化，但并不是消灭你作为个人的存在，而是扩展你自己到超越独立自我的境界。从进化的角度来看，这是一种达到顶峰的境地。
Now again, don't take that literally. It doesn't mean if you have a bunch of Pisces energy that you're better than Sally. So anyway, okay, so part two. What does it mean? What does it actually mean to surrender, dissolve, relinquish the ego? Some people have ideas about this that are really punitive. Like the ego is bad. And well, the ego just means I. That's what the word means. It means I. So it's a subjective center of identity. Well, the idea, if it's very basic and I'm sure most of you know this. So I'm probably just preaching to the choir. It's like in this lifetime, my subjective center of consciousness in this body with this personality and this temperament and the life circumstances I have is not ultimate or final. It was something different in a previous lifetime. It will be something different in a future lifetime.
现在，再次强调，不要把这句话字面理解。这并不意味着如果你有很多双鱼座的能量，你就比萨莉更好。好吧，那我们进入第二部分。什么是接纳、自我消融、放下自我的真正含义呢？有些人对此的理解非常惩罚性，认为自我是不好的。其实，自我这个词的意思就是“我”。它是一个主观的身份中心。这个概念很简单，我相信大多数人都知道。所以我可能是在对不需要提醒的人说这些。在这一生中，我的意识中心，这个身体、个性、性格及生活环境，并不是最终的或永恒的。在前一世我是不同的，在未来的某一世我也会是不同的。
All we mean by ego desentering or as ego as the ultimate organizing principle is that the idea that that is the concrete absolute center of reality is loosened. It's it's hold as a kind of illusion. An illusion of permanence and fixity is being loosened. That doesn't mean the ego stops existing. It means it's decentralized. It means its power to be an ultimate, absolute organizing principle is seen through as an illusion. I think a lot of people listening to this know exactly what I'm talking about. We've all probably a reason we're into astrology is because we've had an experience that this ego in this body is temporary, sacred, beautiful, not like something that needs to be chucked out or killed, you know, but not ultimate.
我们所说的“自我去中心化”或“自我作为最终组织原则”，只是指那种将自我视为现实绝对中心的观念正在被放松。这种关于自我的永恒性和固定性的幻觉正在被打破。这并不意味着自我不复存在，而是说它被去中心化了。这意味着它作为终极、绝对组织原则的力量被看穿成了一种幻觉。我想很多听到这段话的人都明白我的意思。我们大多数人可能之所以对占星学感兴趣，是因为我们经历过一种体验，让我们明白这个身体中的自我是暂时的、神圣的、美丽的，但它并不是需要被丢弃或消灭的东西，而是并非终极的存在。
So this is a sign though that continues and perpetuates the decentralization. And it's deep, it's deep, deep, deep, right? It is if you think, oh, I'm not, I'm my ego's de-centered. Is it, but is it? You know, that's just like for myself, that's why I sit on this couch every day. And if you join me for morning meditations, like this couch is the part is the part of my day that is dedicated to handing the ultimate organizing principle back over to God, to divinity, to the goddess, to hire self, whatever, whatever we call it, meditation is one way. There's many, right? That we have of saying no, my ego exists, but it's actually a servant to a higher organizing principle that's actually at work in my life.
所以这就是一个信号，表明去中心化的趋势在持续并不断加深。这个过程非常、非常深刻。如果你觉得“我的自我已经去中心化了”，真的吗？这就是为什么我每天坐在这个沙发上的原因。如果你和我一起进行晨间冥想，这个沙发就是我把最终的组织原则交还给上帝、神性、女神或更高自我等的那一部分，无论我们怎么称呼。冥想是一种方式，这里有很多方法，告诉自己：“我的自我虽然存在，但实际上是为我生命中更高的组织原则服务的。”
That's a deep, that's an ongoing act of ego death, but you know, death is so extreme. It's like, why does this, this language sounds like it's like a fucking game of thrones episode. You know, like, I'm gonna kill the king. He's a false lord. Well, I mean, you know, if you've got a really huge ego, then, you know, like, maybe, but, and we've all had moments where our ego's just like, wow, you're a tyrant. But mostly this sign just has to do with that gradual, it's like water, gradually washing away the edges of hard rocks, the idea that we hold that is so common because it's scary. It's scary to be alive.
这是一个深刻的、持续进行的自我消解过程，但你知道，"消解"这个词听起来太激烈了，就像《权力的游戏》里的情节一样，什么“我要诛杀国王，他是个伪君主”。不过，如果你的自我真的特别强大，也许这种比喻有些道理。我们都有过这样的时刻，感觉自己的自我就像个暴君。但这个过程更像是水慢慢侵蚀坚硬的岩石边缘，是一种逐渐的改变。我们常常持有这个观念，因为活着本身就是一种让人畏惧的体验。
We need something that gives us a center or a sense of stability. I, self is one such idea, but it's actually a servant in a temporary mortal ecological body and framework of a higher self, a higher purpose, a higher organizing principle. And Pisces is the sign whose work it is to continually make us aware of that and try to gently nudge us in that direction. Actually, the infinite is organizing, you know. So, but what happens as this de-centering is taking place in our life is that you may lose touch with former ambitions. There may be a certain kind of disillusionment around worldly definitions of success, a spiritual kind of longing for that higher intelligence that may actually need to disrupt some ordinary sphere of life where more mundane organizing principles have held power.
我们需要一些东西来给我们带来中心感或稳定感。“自我”就是这样一种概念，但实际上它是服务于更高自我、更高目的、更高组织原则的临时性凡人生态身体和框架中的仆人。而双鱼座就是那个负责不断提醒我们这一点并试图轻柔地引导我们朝这个方向前进的星座。事实上，宇宙是有秩序的。在我们的生活中去中心化发生时，可能会让我们与以前的野心失去联系，对世俗成功的定义感到某种失望，以及对那种更高智慧的精神渴望。这种渴望可能实际上需要颠覆一些平凡生活领域，那些地方曾被更世俗的组织原则控制着。
And in an overwhelming sense at times like this isn't really who I am, that grows in strength because this sign is trying to actively help us surrender to this higher power. This is by the way, why when we go looking for this higher power, it's very easy to misidentify the higher power. When we don't know where to find it or we don't know what it is, the longing can take us in the direction of addiction or illusion or intoxication or idealism, romanticism, projections, fantasies. All of those things are just sort of like misdirections of the right impulse to seek something bigger as a container and organizing principle for the experience of being alive in a kind of vulnerable state.
在这种情况下，我常常觉得自己并不是那个真实的自我，而这种感觉随着时间的推移变得越来越强烈。这是因为这种迹象正积极引导我们去顺从一种更高的力量。顺便提一下，这也是为什么当我们试图寻找这种更高的力量时，很容易误认它。当我们不知道去哪里寻找或不知道它是什么时，这种渴望可能会将我们引向成瘾、幻觉、沉醉、理想主义、浪漫主义、投射、幻想等方向。所有这些都只是在我们试图寻求更大意义的正确冲动上的误导，像是一种容器和组织原则，使我们能够在一种脆弱的状态下体验生活。
So this is why we have a sign that also teaches us compassion because if you can see that this is the case, as I just said, then you can see that people are doing their best to try to find this. Sometimes we think it'll save us by an ideology or a religion or a love relationship or alcohol or whatever. And when we put everything into something thinking, this is the higher thing. It's often outside of ourselves. Often those things can become illusory like intoxicants. This is why a Jupiter-ruled sign in Pisces, just like Sagittarius, can become very dogmatic. You wouldn't think of Pisces in people as being dogmatic, but to whatever extent we've externalized this sense of higher organizing stability, sanity, authority, guidance direction into a relationship or into the bottle or into whatever it is, is often the extent to which we will eventually have to be stripped of that illusion later and stripped of some sense of maybe dogma or fanaticism or addictive, compulsive attachment.
这就是为什么我们有一个同时教导我们同情心的标志。因为，如果你能看出这是事实，正如我刚才所说的那样，那么你就能看到，人们正在尽最大努力去寻找它。我们有时会认为某种意识形态、宗教、爱情关系、酒精或者其他东西能够拯救我们。当我们把一切都投入到某样东西中，认为这是更高的存在时，它通常在我们自身之外。往往这些东西会像迷醉剂一样变得虚幻。这就是为什么受木星守护的双鱼座，就像射手座一样，有时会变得非常教条。你可能不会认为双鱼座的人会固执己见，但无论我们在多大程度上将这种更高的组织稳定感、理智、权威、引导方向外化到一段关系中，或者投入到酒精或其他任何东西中，最终，我们通常会不得不被剥夺那种幻想，同时被剥夺某种教条主义、狂热或上瘾、强迫性的依附感。
So it's all the water signs in Indian astrology are associated with Moksha, which means liberation from karma. So this is a sign that's about pointing us toward source and away from illusions that pose. But the compassion is key because the things that pose are usually coming from the right space, they're just misapplications of the desire for something higher to guide and direct our lives. That romantic longing, in other words, rightly directed is a romantic longing for the soul, for God, for divinity, for the heart, which can easily extend into the world and easily extend into relationships and to the living of a life, but not if we put the cart before the horse.
在印度占星术中，所有的水象星座都与“解脱”相关，意指从业力中解放。这些星座引导我们接近本源，远离虚幻的假象。然而，理解和同情非常重要，因为那些虚幻的假象往往源自正确的意愿，只是错误地应用了追寻更高生命意义的愿望。换句话说，那些浪漫的渴望如果被正确引导，是对灵魂、对神性、对内心的向往。这种向往可以很自然地延伸到生活、关系和人生的方方面面，但前提是我们不能本末倒置。
So now one of Jeffrey Wolf's green central metaphors that he uses to describe the sign of Pisces in its evolutionary necessity is the plunge into the infinite. So the soul occasionally has to remember that it is a part of something boundless and infinitely real and new, which is why I was mentioning Eclipse's, for example, and I was talking about how Eclipse's have to disrupt a part of us that has found something comfortable that's like, oh, this is an operative truth or set of conditions that makes me feel happy and secure and stable. But if it gets stagnant and prevents us from continuing to stay open to and move in the ever-evolving infinite field of love and truth, then something will disrupt the status quo of that system, ecologically, comically.
所以，现在杰弗里·沃尔夫用来描述双鱼座进化必然性的一个核心绿色隐喻是“跃入无限”。灵魂需要不时地记住，它是一个无边无际、无比真实而崭新的整体的一部分。这就是为什么我提到日蚀，例如，我谈到日蚀如何打破我们内心的一部分，这部分已经找到了一种让我们感到舒适的东西，比如说，“哦，这是一个有效的真理或一套让我感到快乐、安全和稳定的条件”。但是，如果这些东西变得停滞不前，阻碍我们继续保持开放，并在不断进化的爱与真理的无限领域中前进，那么从生态上或命运的角度上看，就会有一些东西打破这个系统的现状。
Pisces is very similar in terms of its disruptiveness. This is the, you know, in modern astrology, this is, I think, one of the interesting and not so bad reason. I mean, obviously, as a traditional astrology, I don't like conflating signs of houses, but you can understand why the 12th house would be conflated with Pisces in this perspective. The evolutionary demand in this sign is one of faith that you, that something has come in to take away your sense of control or certainty or understanding. And so it's a test of faith that in what feels like the muddledness or overwhelm or mist or fog, all things that we also end up associating with Neptune, right?
双鱼座在破坏性方面非常相似。在现代占星学中，我认为这是一个有趣的而且不算坏的理由。显然，作为一个传统的占星学者，我不喜欢将星座和宫位混为一谈，但从这个角度来看，你可以理解为什么第十二宫会与双鱼座相联系。在这个星座中，进化的需求是一种信念，即某件事情的出现会剥夺你的控制感、确定性或理解力。因此，这是一种信仰的考验，在这种感觉模糊、压倒性或者雾霭的情况下，你需要保持信念，而这些感受通常也与海王星相关联，对吧？
That there is some feeling of your way through the darkness, the overwhelm. There is always a moment in the evolutionary process of the soul where birth canal, going through a birth canal means going through constrictive, contractive, dark places where you can't see where you're going and you don't understand, you don't have the big picture. And Pisces bizarrely is a sign that often implies this very contractive sense of confusion or loss of direction or overwhelm and it can feel like you're trapped and without bearing and without direction. And that that's a really interesting thing because typically the Jupiter ruled signs because Jupiter and Saturn are natural opposites in the language of ancient astrology, the Jupiter ruled signs have a subtle implicit battle with Saturn, Sagittarius 2, but it told for totally different reasons.
在黑暗中摸索前行是一种感受，感到无所适从，总是有这样一个时刻，灵魂的发展过程中就像通过出生的通道，这意味着要经过一些狭窄、紧缩、黑暗的地方，在那里你看不清前方的路，也无法全面理解状况。让人感到困惑的是，双鱼座常常意味着这种紧缩感、迷茫或者失去方向，它可以让人感觉仿佛被困住了，没有方向感。这非常有趣，因为在古代占星术的语言中，木星和土星是自然的对立面，由木星主宰的星座隐含着与土星的微妙较量，射手座也是如此，但原因完全不同。
That's because the language of ancient astrology, if you study the dignities, you're going to see that like anytime you're dealing with a Jupiter ruled place or a Jupiter ruled thing, it has built into it the contractive opposite of Saturn. So the point is that the contraction of Pisces that's present here in a Jupiter ruled sign that tends to be more about faith and buoyancy and direction is loss of faith, is darkness, is confusion, is overwhelm, is a crisis of direction or guidance, right? But these are mystical openings, these are mystical passages that tend to be redemptive because they are in the end a Jupiter Venus ruled sign that tend to lead to things that save or uplift or redeem or guide us through the contracted period.
这是因为如果你研究古代占星术的尊贵状态，你会发现，任何与木星主导的地方或事物相关的内容中，都内含着土星的收缩对立性。因此，重点在于，在木星主导的双鱼座中，这种通常关注信仰、活力和方向的特性，表现为信仰的丧失、黑暗、困惑、无能为力，或是方向或指导的危机。然而，这些都是神秘的开启和通道，往往具有救赎性，因为最终它们属于木星和金星主导的星座，通常引导我们在收缩的时期找到拯救、提升、救赎或指导。
This is a sign that's on the precipice of the moment of birth. So that birth canal in Pisces is not quite like the deep dark winter of Saturn and you know like Capricorn or something like that or Scorpio going into the darkness. Those signs are more about the loss, the death, the mortality, the endings, the limits. is a sign that is really about the process of moving up, out and through contractive space into expansion. Now for most of us what we don't realize is that our ego is actually kind of a dark restrictive place because it's very limited in its capacity to see ultimate reality. Most of us end up de-centering the ego and putting it into the role of a beautiful friend, a beautiful servant like when I think of myself, when I think of Adam, I'm like, well, what a what a chap. You know, like, I'm my own friend, but I know what my role is in this lifetime.
这是一种在诞生时刻临界点上的星座。位于双鱼座的诞生通道并不像土星或类似摩羯座、天蝎座那样的深沉黑暗的冬季。那些星座更多地涉及失去、死亡、死亡率、终结、限制。而这个星座真正反映的是从收缩的状态向外、向上发展的过程。
我们中大多数人并没有意识到，我们的自我实际上是一种黑暗且受限的空间，因为它在理解终极现实方面能力有限。大多数人最终会将自我从中心位置移开，把它当作一个美好的朋友或仆人来看待。当我想到我自己，想到亚当时，我会觉得：哦，这是个好朋友。就像是，我是我自己的朋友，但我知道我在这一生中的角色。
I really do not that I perform it well. My ego doesn't try to take over. It does all the time, but my role, Adam, is to serve, to serve this bigger thing that's happening for all souls, but also for my soul. That's why I sit. That's why I provide free meditation every day. That's why I do this. That's why I love this because I know that this higher truth is where my real happiness resides is where my real heart resides. You know? So when we go through de-centering experiences of the ego, they can be they can be really heavy because at first it almost feels like we're being told there's something wrong with us or there's something to feel shame about or there's a feeling of like this is why the sign is often talked about.
我并不认为自己能很好地做到这一点。我的自尊心并没有试图掌控一切。不过，我的角色，亚当，是去服务——服务于为所有灵魂发生的更伟大的事情，同时也为我的灵魂服务。这就是为什么我静坐、每天提供免费的冥想。这就是我所做的，也是我所热爱的，因为我知道更高的真理才是我真正的快乐所在，是我真正的心之归属。你明白吗？所以，当我们经历削弱自我中心的体验时，它可能会非常沉重，因为起初我们几乎觉得有人在说我们有问题，或者让我们感到羞愧，或者有种这样的感觉，这就是为什么关于这个的标志被经常提及的原因。
Liz Green talks about it frequently as a sign that brings up the juxtaposition between sinners and saints or salvation and damnation. When you're discovering that your ego living with the illusion that it is the ultimate organizing stable, sane center of your life and when you're when that starts being shown to you as untrue and this bigger context appears sometimes the very first thing to do the very the ego's very first reaction is to think there was something wrong with me. There's something bad about me and that's where all of the heavy stuff about ego death comes in it's it's not graduated from a paradigm of shame and guilt and damnation and sin and original sin and all these bad trips that aren't really true.
Liz Green 经常谈到这一点，认为这是一个揭示罪人与圣人或救赎与诅咒之间对比的标志。当你意识到自己的自我一直生活在一种将自己视为生活中唯一稳定且理智的中心错觉中时，而当这种错觉被揭穿，一个更大背景浮现的时候，自我的第一个反应往往是认为"我有问题，我有缺陷"。这就是所谓的自我死亡背后沉重的内容所在，它没有从耻辱、内疚、诅咒、罪恶和原罪这些其实并不真实的观念中解放出来。
Anyway, so we have identity implosions, mystical openings, psychological confusions, periods of deep existential uncertainty all actually very saturnian but this sign does tend to deliver us from them that's the kind of process that the sign points to very different than being led into contractive spaces out of expansive spaces you know it's like it's different when fall comes and the abundance is dropped and it's more about emptying a cup. This sign is actually about filling your cup but it kind of goes through a process of being empty too that's what can be so confusing about this sign is so sort of like angsty but anyway the crises are not punishments their initiations into a larger field of consciousness into a higher organizing principle that your ego can actually find its sanctification in its reason for existing it's total special beautifulness you know.
总之，我们经历身份的崩溃、神秘的觉醒、心理的混乱和深刻的存在不确定性，这些其实都很符合土星的特质，但这个星座通常会引导我们摆脱这些状况。这种过程与从广阔空间被引导到紧缩空间截然不同。这就像是秋天来临时，万物丰收结束，而更多的是关于如何清空内心的杯子。其实，这个星座的本质是让你的杯子重新注满，但也需要经历一段清空的过程，这就是为什么这个星座会让人感到困惑，它总是带着一种焦虑感。但无论如何，这些危机不是惩罚，而是进入更大意识领域和更高组织原则的启蒙过程。在这个过程中，你的自我实际上可以找到一种圣化感，找到它存在的理由以及独特而美丽的特质。
Well there's a few evolutionary responses to this sign that Jeffrey Wolfgrain talks about one he talks about as surrendering to the ocean and this is something that comes obviously I know he was someone who read a lot of Vedic philosophy think you might have even had a Vedic guru at one point I don't know the whole story but the surrender to the ocean would be the the ego seeing itself as ultimately a temporary part of and servant of the one that does not eliminate individuality does not have to eliminate you know individual beings or diversity but it is a recognition that there is this one thing this one heart this one love that we're all part of and there's a that evolutionary response ideally is to sort of consciously become more identified surrendering of the will finding of the will finding.
杰弗里·沃尔夫格林谈到了一些对这种迹象的进化反应，其中一个他称之为向海洋的屈服。这显然受到他大量阅读吠陀哲学的启发，我听说他曾经甚至可能有一个吠陀导师，我不太清楚整个故事。所谓向海洋的屈服，是指自我最终看到自己是整体中的一个临时部分和仆人。这并不消除个体性，也不必消除多样性，而是承认我们都是这个整体，这个共鸣的心，这个爱的整体的一部分。理想的进化反应是有意识地更多认同这种状态，屈服于意志，找到意志的过程。
Of the way in this oneness that can lead actively in this sign to greater emphasis on devotion meditation contemplation living as a vessel for something larger being more in touch with what inspires guides on a divine or transcendent level the individual having societalized it's self is now recognizing that it's good to be a contributing member of a community but even bigger than that is to be a contributing member of infinity you know and that larger sense has to be coupled with the local sense and this is why conversations about bypassing are almost always very predictable and somewhat ignorant to be honest because the work of being a local contributing member of anything is really only as good as the level of surrender and service that you've found to your spirit soul in other words active civic civil service without spiritual practice is more commonly talked about as the real bypassing.
在这种合一的状态中，这条道路可以积极引导我们更加注重奉献、冥想和沉思，把自己作为一个更大存在的载体，与那些在神圣或超越层面上启发和指引我们的事物保持更紧密的联系。作为一个已经融入社会的个体，现在开始意识到，成为社区中的贡献者是一件好事，但更重要的是成为无限存在中的贡献者。这种更大的意义必须与本地的意义结合在一起。这就是为什么有关“超越”的对话几乎总是可以预料并且说实话有些无知的原因，因为作为任何事物的本地贡献者的工作，实际上只有在你对自己的精神灵魂达到了某种程度的臣服和服务之后，才真正有意义。换句话说，积极的公民服务如果没有精神实践，更常被认为是真正的"超越"。
I mean most traditions say that's actually harder because most people most people find action in the world easier than spiritual practice but you need both is the point and being of service without having a spiritual practice of surrender to this transmigratory multiple lifetime process that your soul is going through identifying with that as the larger reality is actually typically more problematic for people than you know bypassing the material level of commitment or contribution because of being overly involved with spiritual practice so but the point is still that right action in the world positive contributions from a space of dharma which is very burgo needs an equal emphasis on that which is transcendent because this world will pass away all empires will pass away the sun will burn out the earth will die and all of it from the standpoint of eternity will have been a bubble rippling up to the top of a river and popping and it will be as beautiful and simple as that not that is not evidence of meaninglessness that is evidence of a beauty and a simplicity that is so vast and so tremendous that it should inspire with us within us the deepest level of surrender trust and faith.
大多数传统观念认为，处理现实世界中的事务相对容易，而进行精神修行则更难，因为大多数人觉得在现实世界中采取行动要比进行精神修行容易。但重点在于，你需要兼顾两者。如果在为他人服务时没有一种精神修行来接受灵魂经历多世轮回的过程，认同这种更宏大的现实，通常会给人们带来更多问题。要是因为过分专注于精神修行而忽略了物质层面的承诺或贡献，这可能会导致问题。因此，关键在于，从正法的角度出发，在现实世界中采取正确的行动并做出积极的贡献，这需要与追求超越性事物同样重要的重视，因为这个世界终将消逝，所有的帝国都会消亡，太阳会熄灭，地球会死亡，从永恒的角度来看，这一切不过是像河流中的气泡一样升起然后破裂，它将是如此美丽和简单。这并不是毫无意义的证据，而是展示出一种无限广阔和宏大的美与简单，它应该在我们内心激发最深层次的顺服、信任和信心。
And also at the bottom of that is also all of the motivation we need in the world to do something useful with this lifetime because why wouldn't we if that's what life is then we have all the impetus in the world to be active on part of beauty and peace because what else is there that's actually worth anything but love and beauty and peace and communion but these are Pisces Virgo dynamics you can feel them as i'm talking about them i hope resistance to dissolution is the other tendency so when the soul resists this higher orientation escapism becomes the substitute and that will often be escapist fan it'll be escapism fantasy romanticism rose color glasses illusions that inflate to compensate for the insecurity of losing the ego fantasy to replace a faith path escapism or intoxication as a substitute for the actual work and commitment to transcendence one may clean cling to like a kind of inflated distorted sense of who they are savior complexes victim narratives addiction avoidance dissociation denial all of these things can come up in this sign as ways of having to avoid the deeper work of surrender and if anyone tells you it isn't a kind of work for most of us it is.
在这个底层，是我们在世间做有意义的事情所需的全部动力。因为，如果这就是生命的意义，那我们就有充足的理由去追求美丽与和平，因为除了爱、美、和平和共融外，还有什么是真正有价值的呢？这些就是双鱼座和处女座的能量动态。我希望当我谈论它们时，你能感受到。另一种倾向是抵抗消融。当灵魂抗拒这种更高的取向时，逃避就成了替代品，往往表现为逃避现实的幻想、浪漫主义、戴有色眼镜看问题以及为了弥补失去自我带来的不安全感而膨胀的幻觉。幻想可能会取代信仰之路，逃避现实或沉迷成为超越和承诺的替代品，有些人可能会坚持一种夸大或扭曲的自我认知，如救世主情结、受害者叙述、成瘾、逃避、解离、否认等，这些都是为了避免更深层次的放下与臣服的工作。如果有人告诉你这不是一种努力，对大多数人来说，这就是一种工作。
Grace is always at work in the sign of Pisces grace is always at work in the universe which means if we make two steps of effort the universe gives grace by taking us ten steps when we only made two on our own but don't get it twisted let's not cheap in grace here if you don't take even a half a step the universe can't bring you the five if you don't take the two steps it can't bring you the ten we have to make some effort you know an effort is not an indication that there's something bad or wrong about you existing right effort has to do with the recognition that I am a participating member of divinity I'm part of the cast of this light which means I have to take up the burden of learning and growing and evolving I have to put my money where my mouth is walk my talk not because I'm messed up but because this truth is worth sacrificing for that's it right both of these signs Virgo and Pisces have so much to do with willing sacrifice the shadows of course could be martyrdom or self denial or you know subservience or servitude or slavery or intoxication or addiction yes you can get lost in all of that stuff but a little effort is required and then grace carries us.
恩典总在双鱼座的标志中发挥作用，恩典也总是在宇宙中发挥作用。这意味着如果我们努力迈出两步，宇宙会通过帮助我们跨出十步来给予恩典。但不要误解这一点，不要因此小看恩典。如果你连半步都不迈出，宇宙无法带给你五步的进展；如果你不走出两步，它就无法让你前进十步。我们需要付出一些努力。努力并不意味着你存在问题或缺陷。努力意味着认识到我们是神圣的一部分，是光明舞台上的一员，这意味着我们必须承担学习、成长和进化的责任。我们需要兑现自己的承诺，言行一致，不是因为我们有问题，而是因为这些真理值得我们为之牺牲。处女座和双鱼座这两个星座都与自愿的牺牲密切相关。当然，其阴暗面可能包括殉道、自我否定、卑躬屈膝、奴役、沉溺或上瘾。是的，你可能会迷失在这些事情中，但需要付出一点努力，随后恩典就会引领我们前行。
We show the smallest Iota in fact there's a poem that when I grew up as a kid I really loved my dad used to read it to me it's called the rhyme of the ancient mariner and in this text the mariner goes through this whole ordeal and he's basically he gets cursed by his shipmates and then all these gnarly bad things happen and he's sitting there at the end and he's just like completely screwed and he's on the deck of the ship and everyone on the ship was killed by an angel of death and he's looking out at the dark night of the ocean and like everyone's dead it's really gnarly and and he sees these watersnakes swimming in like the moonlight and starlight and these are like kind of dark underworld creatures but the way the light catches them he just thinks to himself that's beautiful he appreciates he takes a moment to be appreciative even though he's basically fucked.
我们展示了最微小的细节。实际上，有一首我小时候非常喜欢的诗，我爸爸经常读给我听，叫做《古舟子咏》。在这首诗中，古舟子经历了一场磨难，他被同船的船员诅咒，然后发生了一连串可怕的不幸。他困坐在船甲板上，所有船员都被死神的使者杀死。他望向黑暗的海洋之夜，身边死寂一片，真是恐怖至极。这时，他看到一些水蛇在月光和星光下游动，这些是像来自阴间的暗黑生物，但光线照在它们身上时，他不禁觉得十分美丽。即使身处绝境，他仍抽出片刻心存感激。
And then all of a sudden because of that simple act of appreciating beauty in the midst of darkness simple gratitude simple faith everything changes all of the darkness transforms and it's amazing because the whole the whole story of the rhyme of the ancient mariner is in many ways about um the the the the little mattering a lot more than we think the little things so in this sign there's this like oh my god it's too hard but and that's a real thing that we all deal with it's like it's hard to cope it's hard to exist it's hard to evolve it's hard to have faith it's hard to keep going.
然后，突然间，由于在黑暗中那种简单的欣赏美的行为，简单的感恩和简单的信念，一切都发生了变化。所有的黑暗都被转化，这很神奇，因为《古舟子咏》的整个故事在许多方面都是关于细小的事情远比我们想象的重要。在这一意义上，有一种感觉就是"天啊，这太难了"，这是真实的，我们都在面对的状况：应对困难，存在、进化、保持信念以及继续前行都很难。
And you know but this sign tends to reward pure faithful efforts to surrender to trust to have hope and to move forward despite darkness despite difficulty it rewards you if even if you have been a victim of terrible people or forces it rewards when you forgive and try to move forward even just a little that doesn't mean you have to like people who hurt you but it says deep in your heart you know that people who do stuff like that are suffering and you could take a moment to acknowledge that even as you heal and hurt from hurt and trauma it's little things like that in this sign that show us that we're placing our faith in something bigger.
这个标志通常会奖励那些在困境中坚持信任与充满希望、努力前行的人，即使在黑暗或困难中也依然如此。如果你曾是恶人或力量的受害者，它会在你选择原谅并尝试前进时给予肯定。原谅并不意味着你必须喜欢伤害过你的人，但在内心深处，你知道那些做出那种行为的人也是在受苦。即使在你从伤痛和创伤中疗愈的时候，你也可以承认这一点。在这个标志中，就是这样的细微之处，向我们展示了我们在将信心寄托于更伟大的事物上。
It's the little things that say I'm suffering but I'm going to choose to have faith despite the fact that my circumstances feel very overwhelming to me and I'm going to stay very humble and faithful this sign can feel so heavy because of the feeling that you're flooded by circumstances that are very overwhelming and sometimes feel very unfair and yet if you fall into addiction avoidance dissociation denial savior victim narratives etc etc etc as ways of coping with or dealing with things there's you go down there's a downward spiral and it gets pretty wild.
是这些小事在表达出我的痛苦，但即使我的境况让我感到无比压抑，我依然选择要有信心，并保持谦逊和信仰。这个信号能感受到很大的压力，因为你被一连串让人感到过于压倒性的情况所淹没，有时这些情况甚至显得非常不公平。然而，如果你通过沉迷、逃避、解离、否认、救世主情结、受害者心态等方式来应对这些问题，那么你就会陷入一个不断下滑的漩涡，而且情况会变得相当混乱。
Now I say this as someone who also watched my father who has a good amount of Piscy in planets in his chart go down a pretty dark downward spiral because he just had a really hard time not turning his story into a woe is me kind of thing I think it's really hard to talk about this and he's good now but it took him a long time I just think it's really hard to talk about this because victimhood is real it's not an illusion in fact I can't stand those new age narratives that are like yeah you know your victimhood is a total illusion the empowered and all like it's not that simple you know healing is not that simple.
我想说的是，我父亲的星盘中有许多行星落在双鱼座，我也看到他经历了一段非常黑暗的低谷期。他很难不把自己的经历当成一种“我好可怜”的故事。我觉得讨论这个问题真的很难。他现在好了，但他确实花了很长时间才走出来。我只是觉得这个话题很难谈，因为受害者的感受是实实在在的，并不是一种幻觉。实际上，我不能忍受那些新纪元的论调，说什么你的受害感是一种幻觉，一切都可以靠自我赋权来解决。事情并没那么简单，治愈过程也并不那么简单。
But faith faith heals and and faith can faith is sort of like saying look it is real that bad things have happened it is also equally real that I am having faith in some higher direction or purpose or meaning for my life and that ultimately I am safe held loved nothing is at stake in eternity my life is being guided darkness exists for a reason I don't understand I can trust that healing will come to me I can trust that my life is purposeful I don't have to run or escape or you know fall into a state of letting my complaints and my problems overwhelm me.
信仰可以治愈，而信仰是一种方式，它像是在说，看，这些坏事确实发生过，但同样真实的是，我对某种更高的方向、目的或意义怀有信心，我最终是安全的，被呵护和爱着，在永恒中没有什么是危险的。我的生活是被引导的，黑暗的存在有其理由，虽然我不明白，但我相信治愈会来到我身边，我相信我的生活是有意义的。我不需要逃避，也不需要让抱怨和问题压倒我。
But it's a battle in this sign to wrestle light from darkness and ultimately that is why this sign is kind of the ultimate like fall on your knees sign it is hard to fall on our knees because a lot for a lot of us falling on our knees suggests submitting myself to an authority that I'm not sure I can trust and then the authority however is our own higher self it is our own soul it is not just some external figure an old man in the sky surrendering to that is surrendering to the strongest most beautiful heart-centered compassionate forgiving graceful part of who we are as much as it is a part of what is real overall it's a tremendous act of faith in this sign to find that during times where you just feel screwed.
在这个星座中，斗争如同光明与黑暗的较量。这种星座是让人最终跪拜的终极象征，因为对很多人来说，跪拜意味着向一个我们不确定是否信任的权威屈服。然而，这个权威其实是我们更高的自我，是我们自己的灵魂，而不是某个天上的老人。向这一权威屈服，意味着向我们内心最强大、最美丽、以心为中心、富有同情心、宽容、优雅的一部分屈服。它不仅是我们整体真实的一部分，也是对这个星座表现出伟大信念的一个巨大体现，尤其是在我们感到无助的时刻。
Now there's also a weird way in which this sign points to archetypal identification this is something Liz Green wrote about in her book on Neptune this is something Jeffrey Wolf Green talks about as well but I think most famously Liz Green talked about this because it's a sign that's been associated with Neptune in the modern tape I think it's there even in the traditional take for different reasons I won't get into all of that but the basic idea here is that the sign points to the tendency to get overly identified with things in the collective movements the zeitgeist this can this has a tendency in other words the sign does of getting lost in projections fantasies and collective themes or trends that are sometimes very subtle and hard to see and the over identification with collective storylines tend to be in terms of what will heal or save us in some mundane sense or what is the source of the problem in some mundane sense.
这段话的大意是关于某个星座如何与原型认同相关，Liz Green 在她关于海王星的书中讨论过这个主题，Jeffrey Wolf Green 也有提到过，但最有名的可能是 Liz Green 的讨论。这个星座在现代的解释中经常与海王星联系在一起，它也存在于传统的解释中，只是原因不同。基本的观点是，这个星座倾向于让人过度认同于集体运动或时代精神，有迷失于投射、幻想和集体主题或潮流中的倾向，有些时候这些东西很微妙且难以察觉。过度认同于集体故事线通常与从某种世俗意义上能治愈或拯救我们的东西有关，或是与某种世俗意义上问题的根源有关。
And this is problematic because from the standpoint of the ultimate reality of Pisces it's again it's the it's divinity it's love it's the heart it's the soul that is real and that saves and the problem for everyone and everything that potentially keeps us from that is ignorance and illusion that we think that temporary things that are always fluctuating in their states if we grab hold of one of them will fulfill us that's the basic source of illusion desire fear aversion you know hatred greed jealousy all these things that burn in us the the source of suffering talked about in Buddhism right these are all rooted in hey as I'm having experiences you know what if I have enough money if I have enough popularity if I have enough power if I'm if I get the right relationships you know if I attain these things if I get this kind of mastery if I if I just stay away from this or that we all of these kinds of stories that we have about desires and aversion that guide our sense of what will provide us a safe happy existence.
这就成了一个问题，因为从双鱼座终极现实的角度来看，真正的实质是神性、是爱、是内心、是灵魂，它们才是真实存在的，并能够拯救我们。而对每个人来说，可能让我们远离这些真实的障碍是无知和幻觉。我们往往认为那些状态总是在变化的短暂事物，如果我们抓住了其中一个，就能满足我们的需求。这种幻觉的根源在于欲望、恐惧、厌恶、仇恨、贪婪、嫉妒等等，这些都在我们心中燃烧。佛教中提到的痛苦的根源，也是由这些因素引起的。我们常常认为，如果我有足够的钱、名声、权力，或者拥有正确的人际关系，或者取得某种掌握，或者避免某些事物，就能获得安全和快乐的生活。然而，我们的这些欲望和厌恶的观念，其实正在影响我们对幸福的理解。
Those are the illusions those are the basic illusions and the basic truth that saves is you are a heart you are a spirit soul your beingness your very consciousness is the seat of bliss of truth of love etc so Pisces wants us to see the clear problem of suffering and the clear solution just like just like Buddhist describe or yogis describe all these ancient traditions basically describe it in the same way you know but what can happen is that we in the sign of Pisces we can get glommed on to almost like misappropriations of the problem and the solution that exists in temporary settings so let me give you a simple example not untrue but only partially true is the idea that the the problem is technology or the problem is dissociation because of technology or the problem is environmental decay like lack of care for the earth these are all truths right but people tend to say like that's the they get well if I can identify the source of the problem right and it tends to be very collective like the problem for people for humanity is greed or and these are problems so it's not like untrue but we tend to think of it as the whole truth and then we think of the salvation as like well the salvation is I'm going to you know I'm going to join green peace and become an environmental activist.
这些是幻觉，那些是基本的幻觉，而拯救的基本真理是：你是一个心灵，你是一个精神的灵魂，你的存在，你的意识本身就是快乐、真理和爱的源泉等。所以，双鱼座希望我们看到痛苦的明确问题和清晰的解决方案，就像佛教徒或瑜伽士所描述的那样，这些古老的传统基本上以相同的方式描述这个问题。然而，在双鱼座的影响下，我们可能会依附于那些在暂时环境中对问题和解决方案的误解。 举个简单的例子，那些虽然部分真实但并不全面的问题，比如认为问题是科技，或者认为问题在于由于科技造成的疏离，或是认为问题是环境的恶化，比如缺乏对地球的关爱。这些都是事实，但是人们容易认为那是问题的全部。如果我能找到问题的根源，会发现这往往是集体性的，比如人性的问题是贪婪。这些确实是问题，但我们倾向于把它们视作全部真相，然后把拯救看作是：我要加入绿色和平组织，成为一名环境保护主义者。
Oh really maybe that's a really great thing to do and it's not based on something that's untrue but the point that Liz green makes so well Jeffrey Wolf green makes as well is that do you see how if people replace this with the basic problem of suffering and the basic solution of spiritual life that they're missing the much larger reality where the impromptu problem of environmental decay and the problem of maybe a misuse of technology the problem of reductive empiricism and objectifying the world those are real problems but sometimes we we rather than seeing them as a manifestation of these more basic universal issues and solutions we treat them as though they're everything this is so common it and so this projection and fantasy that this hey here's a temporary problem that I see in the world and here's what I can see as the answer to that problem have a way of replacing the spiritual process.
哦，真的吗？也许这真的是一件很好的事情，而且不是基于某些不真实的东西。但Liz Green 和 Jeffrey Wolf Green 都很好地指出，如果人们用基本的痛苦问题和精神生活的基本解决方案来替代这些表面问题，他们就会错过一个更大的现实：即环境恶化、技术滥用、还原主义经验主义和物化世界的问题，这些是真实存在的问题。但有时候，我们将这些问题视为一切，而不是看作这些更基本的普遍问题和解决方案的表现。这种情况非常普遍，因此，这种投射和幻想——即“这里是我在世界上看到的一个临时问题，而这里是我认为可以解决这个问题的答案”——有时会取代精神成长的过程。
Now if they include the spiritual process and you're also doing something to you know combat kids melting their brains from using Instagram at too early of an age like that's not bad at all but it is a problem if that quest and mission doesn't take place within this larger container and for whatever reason people in this sign in particular tend to get really heroic about a lot of the things that are only partial truths is that I hope that makes sense because it's a little tricky to talk about because on the one hand it might sound like you're saying that well spiritual things are more important than green piece or something it's that that's not that's not at all what we're saying so hopefully that that was communicated clearly enough it's a tricky thing to explain anyway going on the dreams fantasies and illusions.
如果他们将精神过程包括在内，同时你也在尽力防止孩子们过早使用Instagram导致“大脑融化”，那并不是坏事。但如果这个追求和使命没有在一个更大的框架内进行，那就存在问题。尤其是这类星座的人常常会对一些只是部分真实的事情变得过于英雄主义。我希望这能说明白，因为这有点难以解释。一方面这可能听起来像是你在说精神层面的东西比绿色和平更重要，但这完全不是我们想表达的。所以希望传达得足够清楚。这确实是个难以解释的话题。继续讨论梦想、幻想和幻觉。
of this sign are really important because it's the imaginative faculty that bridges us to spirituality when for example when most of us get into astrology it's because we have noticed signs omens the oracle speaking throughout the fabric of our lives and you've had you've had the ability to do that because you're an imaginative person fantasy is not wrong imagination is not wrong but it's supposed to be a faculty that is always connecting us to and helping us in the process of shifting from ego centered to source centered where the ego is just a contributing cast member in infinity right but the if the imagination is being used as a bridge to the infinite thumbs up and pices fantastic art that facilitates that love and romance that facilitates that of course romance and love with it with another soul can facilitate spiritual awakening art can facilitate dance can facilitate spiritual awakening.
这句话的意思是，这个星座（一般指双鱼座）的想象力非常重要，因为它是将我们连接到精神世界的桥梁。例如，当我们大多数人接触到占星术时，是因为我们注意到生活中出现的一些预兆和征兆，这些都有如神谕在和我们对话。你之所以能注意到这些，是因为你是一个富有想象力的人。幻想并不是错误的，想象力也不是错误的，而是一种将我们从以自我为中心转向以源头为中心的过程中提供帮助的工具。自我在无限中只是一个贡献角色，而想象力作为通向无限的桥梁是很好的。双鱼座的艺术就是那种能促进这种连接的东西，而爱情和浪漫同样可以促进这种精神觉醒。与另一个灵魂的爱情可以促进这种觉醒，艺术、舞蹈也能促进精神觉醒。
So all of the imagined this is the exultation of Venus right all the imaginative dimensions of pices can awaken this pointing us toward the infinite but when disconnected from that then we're thinking that it's romance that saves it's art that saves but unless it has that higher context alone it becomes quite hollow it becomes quite shallow it becomes the source of illusion rather than revelation it so a lot of the sign has to do with also recognizing where there is a healthy fantasy a healthy romantic impulse a healthy imaginative faculty that just need to be redirected to something that is is serving a higher spiritual end and that's the same exact thing with the green piece right it's like green piece good environmental stewardship good earth having a maybe a problem with humans not treating it right accurate assessment right but how can you also marry that to a transcendental perspective that that same like shift has to also come into do you mistakenly think that you know a painting is going to save your soul it could save your soul but only I guess if you're aware that you have one you know what you get what I mean it's like it's like so there's it's funny because this sign is like so imaginative but there's also like a very mundane level at which imagination and fantasy and art and romance exist in this world disconnected from source.
这段话是在讨论金星和双鱼座的象征意义，以及想象力如何引导我们追求更高的精神境界。文章指出，当这种想象力与其更高的精神背景脱离时，我们常常误以为浪漫和艺术可以拯救我们。然而，如果没有更高层次的精神引导，这些追求可能会变得空洞而肤浅，导致幻想而非启示。因此，这个星座涉及到我们识别何为健康的幻想、浪漫的冲动和想象力，并将其引导到一个更高的精神目标上。
类似地，作者提到环保的例子，比如绿色和平组织。他们对地球的保护和对人类不当行为的批评是正确的，但是也需要结合一种超越世俗的视角。作者强调了一个类似的观点：艺术或绘画是否能拯救我们的灵魂取决于我们是否意识到自己有一个灵魂。这个星座具有丰富想象力，但这些想象力、幻想、艺术和浪漫在与源头脱节时也仅仅停留在世俗层面。
I will tell you like let me just give you a simple example and again I told this story recently but my mom and dad were you know kind of getting inundated by a hippie counterculture in the 60s when they were teenagers and they talked about how you know they they had strong faith path right they were like hippie Christians and they at times felt like it was art and drugs for the sake of art and drugs so there was something very imaginative very creative that drew them to a lot of the hippie scene but the lack of spiritual context at times made it feel like nothing more than hedonism.
我来给你举个简单的例子，我最近讲过这个故事。我的父母在六十年代还是青少年的时候，被嬉皮士反主流文化所影响。他们谈到，他们有坚定的信仰道路，可以称作"嬉皮基督徒"。有时候他们觉得嬉皮士文化中的艺术和药物只是为了艺术和药物本身。因此，这种文化中有很多富有想象力和创造力的东西吸引了他们，但是有时由于缺乏精神层面的背景，会让他们觉得这不过是一种享乐主义。
Similarly I was invited at one point to go to Burning Man now I have I know a lot of people have gone to Burning Man over the years friends personal friends you know I've never gone so I'm not in any place to judge and it's not something as vast as Burning Man it's not just one thing but one of the things that I initially had a hard time with in terms of like do I want to go is I was like I don't know you know like a lot of this seems like there's a very deep spiritual core to a lot of the intentions behind why people go and the art that's there and what it speaks to is clearly pointed towards something transcendent but there was enough of the feeling that there might just be a glorification of fantasy art romance happening here disconnected and sort of hedonistic that I felt suspicious.
同样地，有一次我被邀请去参加火人节。我认识很多人，朋友、私人朋友，多年来都有去参加火人节。但是我自己从未去过，所以我不太好评价。火人节不像某个单一的活动那么简单，它很庞大，涉及很多方面。起初，我对是否想去火人节感到犹豫，因为我不知道。很多人去那里都有一个很深的精神层面的原因，那里的艺术作品显然指向了一种超越的境界。然而，我感觉到那里的某些方面可能只是对幻想、艺术和浪漫的过度推崇，与现实有些脱节，并且带有享乐主义色彩，这让我有些怀疑。
Now again for those of you who've been to Burning Man and love it and and know the transcendent value of things that happened there I don't mean any offense but I'm just trying to give an illustration of like where I've come up against that edge myself um I remember when I was in high school I was a part of the arts and theater department in my school and I was someone who was studying philosophy and really starting to open myself up to different spiritual like broader spiritual experiences outside the Christian faith and I had a hard time connecting with people in the art community who just wanted to smoke pot and do art and didn't care about anything bigger happening in reality so it's the same thing in this sign where the and again I don't mean for any of this to sound judgmental right because again like I would say some of my best friends have gone to Burning Man and had very spiritual experiences so please don't get me wrong I'm not trying to be judging anything but it's that idea that the energies of Pisces disconnected from source can be about things that are romantic and artistic and fantasy based but being very mundane and actually the source of illusion and distraction.
对于那些参加过火人节并热爱它、了解它所带来超然价值的人来说，我没有任何冒犯的意思。我只是想通过一个例子来说明我个人曾经遇到的边界。我记得高中时，我是学校艺术和戏剧部门的一员，同时学习哲学，并开始对基督教信仰以外的各种精神体验敞开心扉。当时，我很难与艺术圈子里那些只想吸大麻和搞艺术、不关心现实中更大事情的人产生共鸣。这跟双鱼座的能量有相似之处，我不是想评判什么，因为我的一些好朋友去过火人节，并拥有非常深刻的精神体验，所以请不要误解我的意思。这里要说的是，失去与源头联系的双鱼座能量，可能会专注于浪漫、艺术和幻想，但这些反而可能成为平凡、幻想和分散注意力的来源。
They don't appear that way because they're sort of beautiful and and centrally gratifying on some level but there's some need to overcome this in this sign so anyway take that as you will it's you know a lot of these things are just like ooh I need to I'm gonna have to take a walk after this this is tricky to explain and I I don't want to be misunderstood as a hater but anyway Pisces also correlates to faith we've talked about that a bunch um but it's not so much about systems of faith I mean any system of faith could could be Piscy in but it's more about the trust and the surrender and the faith that comes through any kind of participation in a religious structure or tradition in other words it's experiential in Pisces it's not it and that's another thing that happens where Pisces the Piscy in path is truly mystical in the sense that you know every institutional religion typically has a kind of controversial mystical sect and the mystical sect is almost always about emphasizing experience over doctrines and institution.
它们看上去并不是因为那样，因为它们在某种程度上是美丽的，并在某种层面上带来内心的满足，但在这个星座中有一种需要克服的东西。不管怎么说，按自己的理解去看待吧。很多时候这些事情就像是“哦，我需要出去散散步，这真是难以解释，我不想被误解为杠精”。不管怎样，双鱼座也和信仰有关，我们已经多次谈到过这个问题。但这并不完全关于信仰体系，任何信仰体系都可能带有双鱼的特质，但更重要的是通过参与任何宗教架构或传统获得的信任、臣服和信仰。换句话说，在双鱼座中，这是种体验式的信仰。这也是一个特点，双鱼座的道路是真正神秘的，因为你知道，每个制度化的宗教通常都有一个相对具有争议性的神秘派系，而这个神秘派系几乎总是强调体验要超过教条和制度。
They can coexist they don't have to cancel each other out but the point is that this sign really says like where is the experience so I want to give you an example because this might help so a Saturn was going through Pisces along with Neptune in my 11th house place of community groups friends um I went through a lot of different faith experiences with Neptune in that house you know but most recently with Saturn at the outset of Saturn in Pisces I had left the box the yoga community that I was a part of I had taken a name so some of you knew me from that former name and in that 11th house as Saturn went through I started thinking about what is my responsibility very Saturnian to the larger purpose and arc of the larger field of astrology and how can I show some sense of putting that higher purpose of the entire field ahead of my own interest just as a creator or just as a teacher or just as a professional.
它们可以共存，不必互相排斥。但是关键在于，这个标志实际上是在询问：经验在哪里？我想给你一个例子，这可能会有所帮助。当土星在双鱼座经过时，同时有海王星在我的第十一宫，这个宫位与社区团体、朋友有关。在海王星位于那个宫位时，我经历了许多不同的信仰体验。最近，在土星进入双鱼座之初，我离开了那个我曾参与的瑜伽社区，我也使用了一个新的名字，所以有些人可能是通过我的旧名认识我的。在土星穿过第十一宫的过程中，我开始思考：什么是我的责任，这很符合土星的特质。我开始考虑如何将整个占星学领域的更高目标置于个人利益之上，而不仅仅作为一个创作者，或一个老师，或一个专业人士。
It's a very Pisces 11 house kind of thing right and so some of the things that came out of Saturn in the 11 that you now know and have seen that have come from the work of contemplating these exact spaces in this higher sense of surrendering to something higher in the 11th or Saturn uh bringing on the affordable reading service that provides tiered pricing that gives graduates from our programs and opportunity to practice to earn some money to develop their careers we don't take any money from that and provides flexible price points for people that to me is a kind of Piscy in like what's the higher calling what's the higher purpose where is there some surrender of you know my own self-interest for the sake of the larger field that's a work that we have to do that you know it was it was coming up for me and like this ache like I got to do there's something and more I need to do.
这就像是非常双鱼座的第11宫的事情，所以通过冥想这些特定空间的更高层次，你从土星在第11宫的影响中获得了一些心得。比如，我们推出了一项经济实惠的阅读服务，它提供分级定价，为我们的毕业生提供实践机会，帮助他们赚取收入并发展职业生涯。而我们并不从中获取任何利益，还为人们提供灵活的价格方案。在我看来，这是一种双鱼座的做法——追求更高的召唤和目标，舍弃个人的利益以顾全更大的整体，这是我们必须做的事情。对于我来说，这种感觉一直在涌现，似乎在提醒我，我需要去做更多事情。
Holding auditions for co-hosts that can help other creators that come through our school start getting experience making content on a social media platform it can get some visibility build their work that was Saturn in the 11th house being like what is my what is my contribution to the larger whole of the field at the very end of this process it was starting to hold space in Minneapolis for free meetups for meditation on the equinoxes and solstices that turn into silent Sundays that turn into daily meditation free right so when when we're thinking about Pisces we're thinking about what is the process of surrendering to something bigger that's trying to come through that we want to be in service to and that interestingly for me one of the things that guided the meditation was for a while was hanging out the Quakers love the Quakers they just sit quietly together and the experience of that is what came through the silent sitting group that we have.
正在为共同主持人进行试镜，这些主持人可以帮助通过我们学校的其他创作者在社交媒体平台上开始积累制作内容的经验，从而增加他们的作品可见度。在这一过程中，土星落在第11宫，代表我们在更大的领域中贡献了什么。在此过程的最后，我们开始在明尼阿波利斯为春分和冬至的冥想活动免费提供聚会场所，这一活动逐渐演变成了无声周日，最终成为每日的免费冥想活动。
因此，当我们思考双鱼座时，我们会想到的是如何放下自己，投身到更大的事物中，为它服务。有趣的是，这段时间引导我冥想的一件事就是我曾经和贵格会成员待在一起。我很喜欢贵格会，他们只是静静地坐在一起，而这段经历正是促成了我们这个无声冥想小组成立的原因。
not the doctrine not the dog month not the actual institution of Quakerism but the experience sitting quietly that's what conveyed that's Piscian as well because I had to go through a process what real hard process where I had to differentiate between what was really experientially speaking to me about my involvement with Quakers and what I could provide to the community that was of experiential essence of those experiences that did not come easily right that was a differentiating process between the the container and the essence and this is something that Pisces is having us work on a Jupiter-ruled sign that's talking about faith as lived experience that you surrender to that you let shape and guide so that's been a bit just to reflect a little bit about how Saturn worked through Pisces in my eleventh anyway um one of the reasons that it's so easy to feel like a victim in this sign is because you you can feel like you're the victim of unseen overwhelming forces that's a very strong part of Pisces um the martyr the victim there there can be an easy way of when like overwhelming things happen you think to yourself you can instantly say well I'm going to be the hero or I'm going to save someone from that thing that is like catastrophic and there's there's something really compassionate and sweet and truly martyr like about this sign.
这段话的意思是，重点不在于教义、传统或贵格会的正式制度，而在于静坐体验。这样的体验与双鱼座有关，因为我必须经历一个很有挑战性的过程，在这个过程中，我需要分辨出哪些是真正与我和贵格会参与相关的体验，以及我能为社区提供的本质体验。这并不容易，这需要在形式和精髓之间进行区分。双鱼座是由木星主宰的星座，它关注的是融入生活的信仰，这种信仰形塑和指导着你。
另外，感觉自己是受害者在双鱼座中很容易，因为你可能感到被看不见的、巨大的力量吞噬，这是双鱼座一个很强烈的特征。它包含殉道者和受害者的特征，当遭遇到压倒性的事件时，你可能会想：“我要成为英雄”或“我要拯救某人于灾难中”。这个星座有一种真正的慈悲和甜美，以及如同殉道者般的特性。
I mean to stand up for someone to sacrifice something of yourself on behalf of someone especially when it feels like overwhelming or unseen forces are bringing catastrophe is like an incredibly noble spiritual thing to do the Bodhisattvas do this for us could Jesus does this for us all you get what I'm saying but also there can be a way in which we try to ecotistically gain glory or power or pride or self-importance by becoming someone's savior or constantly looking for victims to elevate through our heroic effort and the difference can be very subtle often it has to do with how much attention we try to draw to ourselves for the act of giving or caring but also drawing boundaries and saying this is all I have to give that can really come from an authentic place right all of this stuff is really is really hard what we really want in response to overwhelming situations is to call on something within ourselves to trust and surrender at such times and also you know kind of like you get what you give that there's if you want to receive mercy and support you have to make some effort and you also have to develop a practice of thinking how am I in service to this larger unseen force of divinity and the more we do that the more we find that there's this reciprocal dynamic of aid support help flowing in when we're overwhelmed because we've also recognized how to give from a real healthy place when others are overwhelmed and this is like that's why it's difficult because you have to ask the question how do I give and be in service to something bigger than myself from something I can actually give you know something that's that's real it's not just you know a kind of vain heroism.
我想说的是，为某人挺身而出、牺牲自己的一部分，尤其是在似乎有压倒性或无形的力量带来灾难时，这是一件非常高尚且有精神意义的事情。菩萨为我们这样做，耶稣也为我们这样做。你明白我的意思，但与此同时，我们也可能通过成为某人的救世主或不断寻找可以通过我们的英雄努力来提升的受害者，从而自我陶醉地追求荣耀、权力、骄傲或自负。两者之间的区别往往是微妙的，通常与我们在施与或关怀的行为中试图吸引多少注意力有关。但同时，划定界限并说“这就是我能给予的全部”也可以来自真实的内心。这一切都真的很难。面对压倒性局势时，我们真正想要的是调动内心的力量，选择信任和放手。而且，就像你付出多少就会得到多少一样，如果你希望得到怜悯和支持，你需要付出努力，并且也要养成一种思考“我如何为更大的无形神力服务”的习惯。我们越这样做，就越会发现，当我们被压垮时，会有一种互惠的动态，让支持和帮助流动进来，因为我们也知道如何在他人被压垮时，从一个真正健康的地方给予帮助。这就是困难的原因，因为你必须问自己：我如何能从我能实际给予的东西中出发，为比我更大的东西服务，而这是真实的，而不仅仅是一种虚荣的英雄主义。
anyway so when Pisces has been integrated consciously to round out our talk today the ego has become a servant not a tyrant the individual acts in harmony with something that's trans personal compassion naturally arises for ourselves and others service is not just about improvement or heroism but participation and service to a larger process that we're we've gotten in touch with life is lived as experiential faith in and through containers possibly but also doesn't necessarily need them and you know the final realization is very coarse in miracles it's like nothing real can be lost so a lot of the sign is is is deeply uplifting in the way that it takes away burdens that we never really had to carry that weren't really real on some level anyway
无论如何，当双鱼座的特质被有意识地整合之后，自我会成为一个仆人，而不是暴君，个人的行为与超越自我的东西和谐一致。我们对自己和他人的同情心自然油然而生。所谓的服务不仅仅是关于自我提升或英雄主义，而是参与并服务于一个更大的过程，这个过程让我们与生活产生了联系。生活如同一种体验性的信念，即便需要某种形式的载体，这种信念并不一定要求它。最终的领悟与《奇迹课程》中的观点相似，那就是“没有任何真实的东西会失去。”所以双鱼座在某种程度上，具有深刻的鼓舞作用，它能解除我们本不需要背负的、不真实的负担。
I know that this has been a sprawling exploration of a very deep and and mystical space of the zodiac I just hope that it's been useful that you can do something positive with this as we have a little bit more Pisian Pisian activity in front of us hope you're having a good day we'll see you again tomorrow bye
我知道这是一次对黄道十二宫深奥领域的广泛探索，希望对你有帮助，你能从中获得一些积极的收获。接下来，我们还会有更多与双鱼座相关的活动。希望你今天过得愉快，明天再见，拜拜。